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; Sunday, December 17, 2006 8:33 PM
Ok being attached actually grounds you. It means you cant go clubbing with yourself and a group of single friends and hope to get lucky. It means you have to talk less and be less flirty online. It means you are supposed to not give a damn thought to your exes. OMG. i am happily attached. I guess its high time for the party animal in me to die.....though its kinda sad. My hips still sway when I hear thumping RnB music in shopping malls. I still imagine myself on the dancefloor, dancing like no one is watching be it dirty dancing with Jasmin or Geraldine at MOS or bumping and grinding at Tabz or Attica..But I guess it's time to grow...I mean the world doesnt revolve around clubbing.
It's immature to get high every week and hook up with a random stranger and regretting.
It's also responsible and I don't think C will tolerate any of these nonsense.
On a lighter note, dating C is kinda weirdly fun. I feel younger and the childish one in this relationship whereas C is so stable and everything. But I guess I haven't let C see my emotional side yet. so far it's been movie and dinner dates.keeping it low key and safe. Though Zoukout was really really outtacontrol fun. Imagine making out in public. I held back my tears during the Holiday and I felt really low after watching The Last Kiss. i mean no one cares about my Rachel Bilson and I feel almost silly telling C that. Haha. I really ponder what his views on love and relationships are.
I am so afraid that his will be different from mine. I am a romantic at heart. I hope he won't take that away from me. however up till now, C is perfect and what i really need in my life right now. He came to save me from myself. The self destructive,clubbing 4 times a week Yuqing well is gone for now. all I wanna do now is cuddle.
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