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maneater ; Thursday, October 19, 2006 5:05 AM
Fav shirt...check
Fav jeans ..check
ID...............check
Fragrance .check
MOS.....hope I do get lucky tonight.
No Cheryl, Jan, Wilter and Jackie and Charles.
I am not a maneater.
Maneater is me.
YUM!
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; Wednesday, October 18, 2006 9:31 AM
COMEBACK...according to Oxford Dictionary it is a return to a former successful position. which i think i am embarking on. actually am on it already. sat down and thought a week ago. where am i? and who i was? and i realised that I have lost myself and need to find myself again. I dug down and I realised that maybe Yu QIng Tyler is indeed a party animal and not someone who parties well for the sake of partying or because he was lonely. No Tyler looooooovvvveeesss a good time. tyler loves to fuck around and kiss random strangers and make out with them. And you know wad? No regrets. No tears. No time to cry. I'm leaving it all behind.
Love you Eu!!!!!!for washing my underwear. It's not kinky ok???? It's juz a god damn piece of cloth woman. but still i love you.....you for your pillow talk,snuggling into bed and I feel so happy that I can comfortably apppear topless and walk around the house. Love you because I know you never judge and because I know you appreciate my craziness
www.whoatemacheese.blogspot.com this girl rocks! someone pls get attached to her!
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; Wednesday, October 11, 2006 7:27 PM
In NUS Biz lecture now with my neighbour, Yu Hui. Sadly there is no one to check out. hopefully within the next two years, more cuties will stream in and brighten up the whole place. AQbsolutely love people watching. Nus peeps really have no fashion taste. I mean really TRACK PANTS??!?!??!?!!?!?!YIKES!!!!pink top doesnt go with green jacket!!!!and there is like 2 of them!!!absolutely distasteful. moi thinks that colour coordination is very impt. chided Yh over her choice of shit colour.
anyway going clubbing tonight. god i miss the sexual tension in the air. yes i am desperate. and yes moi needs some loving tonight. and yes moi thinks moi is cute. muahahahahaha!
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early mornin' ; Saturday, October 07, 2006 11:00 PM
bump bump to the break of dawn yea.
y not was good.
I forgot you for a second.
I got pple checking me out.
Tons actually.
All wanting me.
To invite them in.
But cant they see
There's only 1 invitation.
Still grinding.
Still drinkin.
Still smoking.
Still wishing.
Still wanting.
Still me.
Still no you.
No more church.
My prayers never come true.
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when it all falls apart ; Friday, October 06, 2006 2:10 AM
I'm having the day from hell
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears, i shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cuz baby
Everything is left up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do,
when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up
where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cuz baby
Everything is left up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do,
when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up
where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again
Sigh. I watched the MTV for this song today and for a moment I thought the video was about me. Getting wasted and hung over.Waking up with a bigger mess to handle. the clubbing, the shopping, the modelling, and the casual dating bring me temporary happiness. I feel confident and satisfied but at the end of it all I just wanna run to you and tell you that I will give it all up. I would give up clubbing and drinking for you.I mean REALLY.WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN IT ALL FALLS APART?OR DID IT EVEN FALL IN THE FIRST PLACE.YES YOU GOTTA TELL ME.YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.COZ I REALLY CANT TURN TO YOU WHEN MY HEART FALLS APART.
Love the line: I put my faith in you. What a stupid thing to do.
It was I WISH YOU BACK by the way
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updates ; Thursday, October 05, 2006 7:35 AM
Clubbing @ Zouk yesterday was alright.....Crowd was way out of control. And my theory that Spore guys are way hotter than girls is once again proven correct. James was very attracted to thos particular tranni on stage. And I wonder...really wonder...is it ladies night for that 'she-male'?does 'she' have to pay entry fee? Food for thought. Anyway was feeling emo after clubbing with James when we settled down to talk. Time waits for no one and I suggest pple should treasure every moment together
Dinner with Darryl tonight. Sorry Andy. I once again 'Pang-seh' you but haHA I needed mature company tonight.. Swensen was yummy. I didnt' really enjoy my meal last time coz 'YOU SPIN ME ROUND ROUND' was playing over and over in my head last time I ate Swensen's due to some unfortnate incident the night before. Got invited to Darryl's booze party tomorrow. Rock on!!!! gonna bring an extra set of clothes to change in case my tummy doesn't agree with the alcohol.
Yes you can take my hard candy anytime.Yes I'm talking to you.smirks.
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justmissedthetrain ; Tuesday, October 03, 2006 5:13 AM
Roll over baby
The time has come
To make a little bit more room
I’ve hung around you
It’s getting tough
I think I’m gonna break down soon
Cuz I remember
Crying in the park
It was getting dark
Suddenly I looked up
You were my sky
So go on
And sleep darlin
Why don’t you pretend we were just a dream
It’s cool baby
It doesn’t matter anyway
Well I’m so sorry
We got to the station a little too late
Such a shame
We just missed the train
Be quiet angel
Don’t make a sound
Save it for a rainy day
Oh can’t you see me
I’m such a mess
Trying hard to find my way
Do you remember wasting all the time
We were feeling fine
Though we couldn't walk a line,
We were all right
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justmissedthetrain ; 5:13 AM
Roll over baby
The time has come
To make a little bit more room
I’ve hung around you
It’s getting tough
I think I’m gonna break down soon
Cuz I remember
Crying in the park
It was getting dark
Suddenly I looked up
You were my sky
So go onAnd sleep darlin
Why don’t you pretend we were just a dreamI
t’s cool baby
It doesn’t matter anyway
Well I’m so sorry
We got to the station a little too late
Such a shame
We just missed the train
Be quiet angel
Don’t make a sound
Save it for a rainy day
Oh can’t you see me
I’m such a mess
Trying hard to find my way
Do you remember wasting all the time
We were feeling fine
Though we couldn't walk a line,
We were all right
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truth is ; Monday, October 02, 2006 3:53 AM
I wouldn't have crawled in a lifeboat with you if our ship was sinking. It didn't matter that you have been frightened. you have become a traitor and i don't forgive that quickly.
I love you. Yes we broke up. Yes I started hanging around with other people whom I am infatuated with. Yes I fooled around a little but everytime I am with them I realise I don't know them too well. I have hyped them up in my head to be so much more than what they really was. And everytime I am with you, I can see that you have never been less than I remembered. And that's what I think love is. when your hindsight is twenty twenty, and you still wouldn't change a thing.
So why? Yes after all what is a lie? The truth in masquerade?
I survive. I will do what you can't. I used to sit around looking for a way to make sense of what has happened, like there was some kind of answer I can find if i just look hard enough. Then one day I realised that if there had been one, you would still be here. I wonder if this.... this feeling that I couldn't figure it all out...was what you have been feeling too.
Just don't make me something into i am not. Don't fight my battles. I hang around my new friends and dread going out with you as much as I love it because they don't expect me to be perfect like you do.
I am scared of you......I never wanna talk to you again. Because my whole life was about you,....but what if your whole life wasn't about me?....I dun ever wanna know.
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